“I want to kiss your heart so hard that it makes you forget all those old aches. I want to dirty myself by letting your soul inside of me & I want your body on a bed & I want you to leave marks on my skin that will last a lifetime & never heal. When I show up for death I want everyone to know that you had been there.”—Moriah Pearson (via mooneyedandglowing)
I have never felt this way about an individual in my entire life. I’ve never cared to be there for someone so much and only wanting to see them smile. I never wanted to provide and protect for someone the way I do when it comes to her. I’ve never yearned for the body heat of one person this bad. I’ve never wanted to pour all of what I have left of myself into someone else and, like a vault, trust them to protect everything of me that I gave them. I’ve never been so willing to break rules and societal barriers in the defense of holding on to the most important person I care about.. You. I found You. I never want to lose You. I hate that we’re already so far apart, but I hate that I’m being optioned to be even further from with no chance of visitation. I can only hope that you feel me the way I feel you. I pray that time and distance doesn’t destroy us. I pray that we both hold onto your words, “Me and you are going to be ok as long as we want us to be..” I, too, want that more than anything in this world. I will hold on for you, My Queen. This I promise without hesitation.