I cannot and will not fall victim of it’s subsequence. I have to be stronger. Regardless of who has wronged me and who I’ve wronged, I must remain resilient. Not just with the showing of nonchalant actions and faces, but actually making my emotions like rubber.. allowing every possible negative affect to bounce off like I’ve always prayed for. We Try.. We all try… It’s true. I’m just a soul trying to make it though the repercussions of a past most know nothing about.. Alone. It’s hard, but, I’ll get there, I’m sure… It’ll just take time… just like everything else of this world.
yo gettin married at 22 sounds a lot like leavin a party at 9:30 pm
yeah but you get to leave the party with your favorite person on the planet, and take off all of your makeup, and put on your ugly comfortable clothes and make popcorn and curl up in your bed and watch a movie, and have sex and go to sleep, idk how that sounds like a bad thing.
And everyone else just wakes up alone and hungover.
I just want you.. Wrapped around me like Sunlight covering the Earth’s surface with ease. The warmth of your skin reminiscent of praised Summer mornings that I get to feel soul deep. You awaken me with every touch, every glance. Stay with me for a while, would you?
I want us to silence ourselves from one another, but I want to make love to you and hear your voice tremble at the pleasure I give to you and I want you to say my name and scream out the most beautiful obscenities because it’s so good to you.
I want us to hold our tongues, but I want to release…
I’ve never looked at Love before.. I’ve never actually been able to put a face to name, but with you, Darlin, it’s different.. I wake up to Love every morning and go to sleep with Love each night. I talk, laugh and cry with Love in it’s greatest capacity. Love shines so bright.. not because of your skin tone, but because of the radiance you provide with it. Love is the Most Beautiful thing I could have ever had the pleasure of laying my eyes on and lucky for me I get to see Love each and every day. Love has become my best friend. Love has become my entrancing joy. Love has become my point of laughter. Love has become my everything. Take time to look for Love and when you find Love, gaze into it’s existence with all of you.