You are my greatest escape..
please don’t take that away from me.
People seem to think I have such a nonchalant way of dealing with things..
You’ve got it all wrong, I promise.
I still have feelings.
I still have fitting emotions.
I’m not cold hearted or blooded in the least bit.
I’ve just been through enough in life to not sugarcoat shit
or build fantasies around harsh realities.
Currently watching My Lady on Skype…
with every stroke she sends in vibration form through her love,
I feel my inner-self jump in ecstasy.
Her moans soft and echoey, yet so profound.
I just wish I was the reason.
I can imagine I’m apart of the concentrated sexual images running
through her mind as she gets closet and closer to clim—
yes, yes, yes…..”
Seems like she’s getting closer and closer…
I can only watch and wish I was there providing such a pleasure…
Feel how much of her love was dripping upon indescribable levels.
Watching her braised caramel form muster in it’s own excitement is….
Soon, it will be me providing such pleasure to her.
Reaching endless elevations of love as we physically communicate
our passions and adoration for one another.
I wish I could count the numerous times I gazed into
the incredible hallows of your eyes….
The count is immeasurable at this point.
If you include the way my soul gleams in reciprocation of yours,
the many dreams that run through my mind,
scrolling through all the images I have saved on my laptop,
the times I reflect back into the depths of you within my memory,
and atop of it, the real life experiences I was blessed to live through.
Such an alluring tone of bronzed Auburn,
I swear is even glows at times…
If I had to give it a number,
I’d say roughly 8,888 and counting….
The feeling it gives me is boundless.
Man I have it forever?
Let’s chill and fly through this lifetime,
and enjoy everyday that leads us to the
doors of Eternity, together.
If we have too many worries, fears, and doubts, we have no room for living and loving. We need to practice letting go.